Life...

Isnt it funny how life has its ups and downs, and maybe sometimes you enjoy the downs just as much as the ups? This could only be in my case, but its how i feel. Since moving here i dont have my mom or dad to rely on.. and as much as i miss them.. its nice to be out and living on my own allowing Logan and I to have our own life. I miss my family so much that alot of the times ill start to cry about it, but i cant let keep me down. Im in a wonderful city and im so excited to explore, walk the streets, enjoy life. ABout the downs things... back home i felt alot of the time when i would trip in life id be caught by my dad, and in all honestly it was nice knowing i had that saftey net, but when i got older it became a bit fusterating. If i were to argue with my brother or something my dad would back me up and stop the bickering. (just an example) I wanted to experience falling on my face. Now out here i can do that, and im excited in a way. I know my family loves me and only wants to see the best for me happen, but some times in life you gotta just take it and go with it. I love this.. i love burning dinners, constantly checking my checkbook, going shopping, and just being in an apartment where i dont have the nicest things, or the best technology. I have to figure things out on my own... and as hard as it is I'm loving Life.