Reason for Everything...

Today could possibly be the hardest day I have ever had to endure. I know I never want to experience this again, but at the same time I know that this has happened for a reason. It was hard to see the screen and really see nothing, it was hard to listen to only my heart beat and hear nothing else. It was hard to look at Logan and see him crying. At the perfect moment Logan held me tight, as we waiting alone in the room, and whispered to me that in time we will raise this child. Comforting words to hear... and to know in the meantime the little one is safe in Heaven being cared for by all those who love us. Guess it's the hardest thing to let go of, but at the same time its peaceful knowing that the little one is okay.