Thursday, July 20, 2006

Reason for Everything...

Today could possibly be the hardest day I have ever had to endure. I know I never want to experience this again, but at the same time I know that this has happened for a reason. It was hard to see the screen and really see nothing, it was hard to listen to only my heart beat and hear nothing else. It was hard to look at Logan and see him crying. At the perfect moment Logan held me tight, as we waiting alone in the room, and whispered to me that in time we will raise this child. Comforting words to hear... and to know in the meantime the little one is safe in Heaven being cared for by all those who love us. Guess it's the hardest thing to let go of, but at the same time its peaceful knowing that the little one is okay.

5 comments:

AmyG said...

i love you. :(

Tammy said...

Laura,

I'm praying for you and Logan as well as the little one. I hope you can feel the hug from CA.

love,
t.

Mom said...

Laura, I wish there was something that I could do or say other than how sorry I am. Daddy and I love you both. Take care of each toher. You are both in our prayers, Love mom

Anonymous said...

Laura & Logan,

Dan and I are both so sorry to hear about the loss of your baby.
We know how devastated you must be.
Chanda miscarried in April at 6 weeks and is still working to get over the loss. Maybe both your babies are together in Heaven. Our love and prayers are with you, Logan and the baby.

Hugs,

Aunt Jan

Anonymous said...

Oh Laura
I am so... SORRY to hear about your loss. You , Logan and your baby are all in my thoughts and prayers.
Get Some rest and Take Care

~Donna