{Just some Thinking}

On tuesday 9/13 amy came down for a photoshoot and she wanted to get some pictures done before i moved to Utah. This is my favorite. She sent a few while logan and I are in Utah finding an apartment. With moving and everything i am really lucky to have these pictures taken. Out of the 365 days of the year i have probably seen my mom at least 358 of those days each year since i was born. For me to be moving to Utah which is 881.12 miles away is HUGE! Im going to miss my family like there is no bussiness. I love them so much and i have seen them almost every week. I'll see them on vacation, and when they will be able to visit here as well, but still such a huge difference. I miss them already just being on vacation for a week! how lame?? well not lame though.. it means i love them dearly! Im really going to miss watching Tv with my mom, while one of us tricks the other into getting either an icecream bar or popcorn. Im going to miss seeing my neices and nephews all the time and getting millions of "I LOVE YOU"'s. I'm going to miss my siblings and playing games with them. I'm going to miss everyone so much! i have lived in Lacey since i was 4, and to move so far away hello way scarey! but im excited too. Logan and i talked with this lovely Lady in North Salt Lake... after a long talk i realized that its going to be good for Logan and i to be out on our own. Have our own couches, rooms, kitchen table, dinners, and just "us time"... i feel bad leaving everyone, but as i think of it.. we need this, we need to move into our own apartment... sometimes i feel that my family is upset with us that we are moving, i know that they arent, but i dont know.. it sucks but we both really need to be on our own though... we need to be in Utah to go to school... anywho on the upside.. we got an apartment. its a 2 bedroom 1 bath with WONDERFUL GORGEOUS hard wood floors that im so excited about hee hee... ill take pictures tonight since we have our own apartment KEY! yes thats is right i have my own key to my own apartment!! WOW im a dork but i love it! :)... i have a job interview at a few short minutes, well an hour, that i hopefully have cause im so excited about.. its a daycare about 4 blocks from my APARTMENT!! :)!!!! so i can walk there all the time and i can get in shape again! hee hee... well anywho... okay... i have to go.. im hogging the computer and its a shame, well not really :) anywho LOVE YOU ALL!! BE BACK SOON!!

this is the cover page to a scrapbook im doing for 9-11. I started one about 2 months ago,but havnt worked on it since, then lastnight i watched a documentry about flight 93, the flight that fought back. It really inspired me to get off my butt. so i started a whole new one, new look and i really like where its heading... thanks for looking :)!! 

Sock Exchange!!

Hey okay.. this is what it is... A sock exchange is where you are sent a letter with two names on it... name number one... you go and buy one pair of socks:: funky, fun, solids:: WHATEVER!!!... then you send it to name number one. Then you Take name number two (the person who sent it to you) and you replace it into the space where name number one was, now it becomes name number one, and you replace the second slot with your name, your name is now the second name onthe paper.... now what you do is send that paper out to 6 friends.. they follow the directions and you will recieve 36 pairs of socks... would anyone like do this? my sister sent me the info and im sending a pair to one of her friends whos name was number one, and now i need to send out 6 letters wiht my sisters name as number one and mine as number two... if you would like to join please let me know via email, or in the comment section of this post, or call me... but i think it would be super fun! you get 36 pairs of socks that are fun and different for the price of one sock!! its fun, not chainmail or anything.. but just something fun to do with the friends.. if youd like to do this, just let me know! thank you!!!

Pretty much explains it self.. my thought on Huricane Katrina...  

here and there

this is a LO for the cirlce journal... thought id share part of that.. its one of my favorite pages i did... the theme for this one was YOUR STYLE... so i just did colors and papers i liked... anywho... well what have i been doing since i got back? Friday-Monday Logan and i went camping with my family to dosiwallups... something we have been doing since i was like what 5 or 6!!! Logand i will not be able to be there next year, so im glad we had this year to have funw ith everyone. weather was good for the most part.. a little rain here and there but nothing seriously nasty. Monday we packed up early and headed out to Logan's moms... there we helped can some food, played with the baby bunnies and my waonderful kitten kate. Saw our nephew Colby for a little bit, which was nice, its been a while since i have seen him... Then we went out to Lost Lake with Bre and Alec to their inlaws lake house... wow its nice there and the lake is nice as well... i really had a lot of fun swimming and going in their sauna!! Lastnight Logan and I went out to Olive Garden for our 4month anniversary which is today.. :)... we each got the never ending pasta bowl.. um!!! i tried their new creamy Garlic Cream sauce WOW I LOVE IT!!!! and their 4 cheese sauce! yummy yummmy yummy!!! we had a great time.. and this morning we boht got to sleep in! wow it was nice just relaxing with eachother.. i loved it! well anywho i have to go.. at work and i gotta get things done! ill write alot more soon! 

Im Back :)

Hey everyone! im back and that means an UPDATE!! Well while i was in utah i got my hair cut! i did it.. i actually went through it! and guess what! i LOVE IT!!! i have bangs! The last time i had those we when i was 7 i think! wow.. but i love them! they are longer bangs and do the swoop thing! lol i love it.. and its very layered shortest is about my chin and longest is about my shoulder! i didnt recolor is like i had hoped, but by being out in the sun the whole time, my hair is so much lighter anyways! its fun to have this kind of choppy layered hair again... alot better then before though too lol.. anywho... i love UTAH! i love it... i cant wait for logan and i to move there...its going to be alot of fun i know... if we have the way we want it, we will be by Brad, Jamie and Amy, and my new awesome friend Cameron, whom is a cool kid! lol... I did alot of while i was down there... Friday night Cameron, Jamie and i went to Ensign Peak.. and that over looks saltlake city! WOW BEAUTIFUL! ... it was so pretty to see all the lights, the temple, etc. we stayed there for a while, then headed back down to jamie's. Saturday Amy, Brad, Jamie, Heather, Cameron, and myself all went to 7 Peaks the water park there and we had a blast! it was alot of fun! and i thinka ll of came ou with the funniest lookin burns! lol we didnt burn even we burned in spots or lines etc. fun stuff. On the way home Amy's car broke down :( sadness... in her car was me her and Brad. In Cameron's car and him jamie and Heather. They dropped Heather off at her dorm, then we called them to come pick us up... eventually they found us, and after a beautiful thunder storm we were on our way to Amy's house in Lidon. ( i think i spelled that wrong) prolably like 50 ft. from the road we'd turn to go to Amy's Cameron got pulled over for going a little too fast in a little too slow of a road... but we made it through the police talkin and then hit up amy's for some yummy food.. once we got home we watched some movies and hit the hay. Tuesday night i went bowling with Cameron Jamie and Brad at FatCats.. this bowling place.. it was SO MUCH FUN!!i had a blast!! Over all my trip was awesome. I walked down to temple square a few times, and got some nice pictures... being down there was beautiful! it was peaceful and such an amazing feeling. I love just walking down a street and look over and bam there is the temple! how awesome is that! seriously! i cant wait to move there...

OFF TO UTAH BABY!! 

Time Flys!!

I was just looking around my photos and found this... Maegan in March 2004... holy cow! can you all believe this! over a year ago... it seems like yesterday this was taken. Time has really flown by and its so unreal... i mean Connor is going into 2nd grade, Halie is 1st along with Matthew. Grace is turning 4 and Maegan is 3 going on 20... Andrew is already past 1... i feel old! lol okay okay im 19 but still! wow!! and honestly it seems like this afternoon was my wedding day and its been over 3 months! Amy and Eric have been married for 9 and Adam and Carrie are going on what 5? HOLY COW!!! time really flys and really makes you stop and think.. what am i doing? will i look back in 2 years and wonder why i didnt take the time to play with the kids for 5 minutes or why didnt i loosen up a little.. HAVE FUN EVERYONE!! the world has become so fast these days that you hardly get to see anyone anymore let alone talk to someone for more then 5 minutes with out having to be rushed off for something... is there an island with a tiki hut for rent?? im up!! lol... i just wish i could relax... Utah here i come... just 6 days til im on a plane to go! im excited... while jamie and amy are at work ill relax, walk around... and guess what CUT MY HAIR! yay!! im excited! lol... anywho well its late, logans cranky, and my pillow is singing a sweet song for me.. talk to you later!!

List of Three's

List of Three's Found this on Denise’s blog so I thought I'd add it to mine.

3 Screen Names You've Had:
1. Dwarfypunk4 (current)
2. FrostedFlake2004 (2 years ago dont know why 04 though wrong year)
3. BlueDimplez (first screen name ever!)

3 Things You Like About Yourself:
1. My Blue Eyes
2. My dimples
3. The way my feet look with flipflops and an anklet (lol)

3 Things You Don't Like About Yourself:
1. my height, 5’ 2” is a little short about about 5’5”???
2. How loud i can be lol
3. I stress way to easy

3 Parts of Your Heritage:
1. Good ness, only 3 im like heinz 57! but german
2. Irish
3. Norweigen

3 Things That Scare You:
1. Being alone forever
2. Loosing Logan
3. Loosing a child

3 Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. Computer (blog, 2peas, petfinder)
2. SLEEP! :)
3. Being with Logan

3 Of Your Favorite Songs:
1. All my Life- Kacey and Jo Jo
2. dont know the name but its by Relient K
3. Cant think of a certian one right now... um...

3 Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. Trust
2. Friendship
3. Passion

2 Truths, 1 Lie (which one is the lie?):
1. I want 5 kids
2. I want a dog named Jack
3. I love fish

3 Things You Can't Do Without:
1. Internet, email, etc...
2. Family
3. My Camera

3 Places You Want to go on Vacation:
1. Europe (Paris, Ireland, Italy etc.)
2. San Diego, CA
3. NEW YORK CITY!!!

3 Things You Just Can't Do:
1. Sing on Key
2. Math
3. do more then 2 things at a time.. it just dont work
3 Kids Names: (none yet, but the names we like...)
1. Ann Elizabeth
2. Kason Fitzgerald
3. Cadence Valeen

3 Celebrity Crushes:
1. Orlando Bloom
2. Ethan (from survivor africa i belive.. he own though and hes hot! lol)
3. um.. the guy from National Treasure, not Nicolas Cage, but the geeky one lol
3 People You Want to Know These Things About:
1. Amy (my sister)
2. rae (already know though lol)
3. Logan (be fun to see what he says lol)

::Dream::

I love this picture, and i always wonder how wonderful would it be to wake up every morning and look out your window and thats what you see? for me that would be one of my dreams. Maybe not to live there, but to at least visit there. I want to go explore so many idfferent places, but paris and ireland would be top on my list. It would be so beautiful, and amazing to see so many different things not on paper or a computer screen, but to be able to touch it and feel it, and to breath the air and actually be right there in that single moment and just take in the beauty and wonder

Just a little here and a little there

a LO i did of myself a while ago... just thought id share.. i liked how it turned out :) on another note.. updates of this week... which has been busy!! Wednseday was so much fun. Rae and i went out ot dinner to OLIVE GARDEN (gotta love that place!) and then we hit up the WORLD MARKET and peaked around. Thursday i cant recall anything out rageously awesome happening though... believe it was just a normal day. Friday Logan and i went out to dinner with Rae, Corey, Travis, Dan, Grant and Elizabeth to Brewery City Pizza. It was alot of fun!! then logan and i had some coldstone later that night, yummy!!! Then Mr. Brad Williams graced us with his presence! lol.. Brad came over and we all stayed up until 2am.. which is funny cause the boys crashed before i did! when logan was saying i wouldnt make it past midnight! lol great times! Saturday started off fun! we all went out to lunch to wendys (Rae, Corey, Jamie, Brad, Logan and I. that was super fun to see Jamie again and only 9 more days until i go down to UTAH for a WEEK!! im so excited!!! Then after WEndy's Rae, Corey and I went up to IKEA!! OH MAN!! IKEA!! love love love love love IKEA!! the ride up was a blast! listening to way old music from when we were younger and just goofing off and singing way way off key!! love it! Then late that night Logan and i went and saw WAR OF THE WORLDS... its an okay movie... they hsould have ended it al ittle before they actually did.. if you have seen it you know what im talking about, and of those who will see it... you will easily figure it out. anywho well... sunday was great. My grandparents came down and we had a nice lunch/dinner and Amy and ERic had gotten home on saturday so it was good to see all of them again! they had a great time on their vacation. Anywho well.. i better be going though.. at work... but i really wanted to write in here since it has been a while and i was feeling bad! lol anywho catch you soon! 

Long or Short hair???

Okay i need help here... (right pic) this is me last year when i cut my hair (left pic) this is me last month... should i go back? right now its right past my shoulders... im at a lost... i dunno... help me here! anyone advice??

this is a scrapbook page that i did tonight.. i love the way it turned out :) fun fresh and just cool!! :) anywho talk to you later 

im doing my first CIRCLE JOURNAL for scrapbooking :) at 2peas! im so excited.. this is my cover :) 

A Fishy Prize

{note: the fish are not being flushed.. they are going into their fish bowl which is placed on top of my tolite) I won them at the fair :)!! wow im so cool hee hee..i have been wanting to play this game for so long! the one where you try to toss a ping pong ball into a fish bowl and if you make it you get a gold fish (which most of them are silver lol) so lastnight was $ night at the thurston county fair, so rae, corey, logan, and myself went and rode the rides for a buck each and played a few games... Corey kept wining the fish.. and i played got nuttin, played again and logan, corey, and I all got a fish :) i was so happy!! i named the big one (which is like alsmost 2 inches or more long!! THURTSTON, the tiny one: GYNORMUS, and the other one Ladel (like the spoon, i just love the way the word sounds lol)... well anywho it was so much fun lastnight im glad we were able to get out and have some fun... on a sadder note... i just want to express my feelings towards Chris N.'s Family... Im sorry for your loss and logan and i are always here for you. Each of you are in our prayers. We both love you all so much..  

Rings-n-WaterFalls

This is Lower Lewis Falls... and it fantastic... this is probably the best picture to show you and explain how it is... there is a brim around the pool that is about a foot to two feet deep and then it drops off into deep deep water... the water falls are so awesome.. you can swim under one of them and then up into like a cavern and then dive through the water fall on the far right hand side... so awesome!! i am in love! :) ..

This is my new CTR ring i got on our girls day out saturday... i love it.. ive always wanted a thumb ring and i finally got one that i absoultly love!! fits perfect, never too loose or too tight.. and it looks so SWEET!

{Up date}

So it has been a few days since i have posted anything on here... Logan and i are at his Dad's house, house sitting... its fun to have a place to ourselves for a little bit.. alot of fun. They have this HUGE bathtub thats as deep as my hottub, and it even has jets! omg i so was in the bath lastnight for a long time! lol... my escape! hee hee... On Saturday Adam and Carrie and Logan and I went to Lower Lewis Falls.. that place is awesome! my #1 spot in Washington! ill post pictures soon i promise! it is so awesome there!! and so much fun! we were diving off rocks through a water fall! Sunday we went up to my Grandparents in Poulsbo for a get together, which was fun! Logna and i really enjoyed ourselves. Wegot to drive his dads sports car VEERRRROOOOMMMM!! dang i like that car lol... I only have like a month left at my work.. with a big break in the end of august. This summer has been a real eye opener for me... I mean growing up with my mom having the job she has, i have always been around citizens with Mental and Physical disablities, but to actual take care of a child with autusim, really makes you look at the world in a whole new way. Addison, is a wonderful child, who i envy. He looks at everything with passion, and curosity. He has love for everyone around him, and he doesnt judge you if you have a bad hair day, or you trip and fall, or if you have food on the lip. He's a great kid, and i wish everyone in the world could have the passion and the love for life like him :)... he has taught me alot... patients is one! everyone knows i do not have patients what so ever, but working with him, has really helped me out, and i am very happy that he screams, yells, slams doors, and refuses half the things i suggest for the day, because those moments are what makes me stronger as a person and will make me more perpared as a mother in a few years. On August 24, im flying to Utah to visit Jamie and Amy for a week, and i am so excited! its going to be so much fun, and i am excited to go on a plane again! i love them hee hee... but im sure going to miss Logan though. A whole week with out him.. in all honestly since we started to date until this day today... we have never been apart for more then a few days... a WHOLE WEEK!! wow! im really going to miss him so much, but i know i can do it! :) i love oyu babe!... well anywho... i should be going im at work now... but ill write soon with pictures.. maybe tonight... whenever i get home! talk to you later gator!

i took this picture of myself today :P 

KiSs

I love the way this had turned out, funky, artsy, harsh, i just love the shadowing on the face...

but anywho.. what i wanted to write about... is the word kiss and its meaning which is: {To touch or caress with the lips as an expression of affection...}I think today in this world that kisses are thrown around like they nothingless, meaningless, and that they have no true value. Im not saying that everyone in the world today is so bad or anything at all, nothing nothing nothing like that! im just saying that there are people out there who dont understand or dont care about the true meaning of kissing. I was taught along time ago that kisses are like something VERY valuable.. and the more you use your kisses, the less valuable it gets.. now i dont know if i neccesarly agree with that or not.. but it kinda has a point.. i mean if one person kisses 40 guys, then kisses her future husband, will it have that much of a meaning? i dont know... i really dont and some times i wonder... im not trying to hurt feelings or trying to be like all preachy, im just spilling out my feelings, because this website is like my journal... so if anyone is getting affended im sorry, but i have opionions too though right?? but i am sorry if i hurt anyone..anywho.. back to what i was saying.. Before Logan i had kissed three different people, and when i kissed logan it was a whole different feeling of emotions, and fate, and happiness. I mean... i knew from that one little kiss that logan and i were going to be together. yeah you may think it sounds stupid or right out of a movie, but it was true.. and im happy that i had that feeling and i have that feeling every single time we kiss... i guess thats why i love the word KISS so much, the feeling you get from the one you love is not just passion, but its comfort, care, love, happiness, just all around yay! hee hee.. well i have to go to work now so you all have a great day :)

Curls today...

Lastnight for some odd reason i wanted to put sponge curlers in my hair.. so my mom put them in for me, and this morning when i took them out i looked like shirly temple! the top pictures is of me right after i removed the curlers, and the bottom picture is after i fixed them and pinned some back a little... a different hairdo, but it was fun.. they eventually went flat by noon.. a little curl left, but not too much :) the curse of the pin straight hair oh well